Wel after last nite realy got me thinkin "WHO AM I REALY UNHAPY WITH?" wel after much thought the answer is "ME" it has nothn 2 do with talitha n our marrige its the fact that i cant do wut i wana do anymore i cant go out with any1 cuz talitha wil flip out i cant have a day 2 myself cuz she dont wana watch the kids i cant get a sitter cuz we dont have the money i cant have anytime 2 myself n its realy just startin 2 get 2 me i have no stres releiver anymore i wont cut no matter how bad i want 2 i dont cuz i no how much it hurts talitha n ive alredy dun enuf hurtin her i do have it figured out 2 wer i can cut n she wont find out but yet i stil dont cuz i no she wil find out anyway cuz thats how it always works i want so badly 2 go out n have fun again but i cant i just want mylife back... | 
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