Secrets

07/16/2014

I have almost no "me" time. I have no one to tell my deepest thoughts to now that I'm dating my best friend. If he finds out I'm writing in here, he'll want to read it. It's not that he's controlling or anything like that. He's clingier than I am and wants to be there for me. The problem is that for a long time I have felt like we don't belong together. I care for him but I'm just tired of him. I need a break and there isn't one in sight.

I met a guy at a bookstore today that made me wish I was single. Looking at him was an instant turn-on. That never happens to me anymore. I've lost myself. I do nothing anymore except read books sometimes. At least I still have that.