This month has been a pretty big one for EDM shows in my area. We've had two major shows and then my teams show is this coming Saturday.
Is it bad that I am only going to end up going to the one that my people are throwing? The one that I am personally involved in?
It's not that I didn't want to go to the other shows it's that I am tired. In 2015, I must have went to over 40 shows, not including a 4-day festival. I saved all of the wristbands and with the exception of maybe 5 managed to do so.
Plus, on top of that I have had 2 ravers rage out on me over not "supporting the local scene" even though we've been out here with the local scene for the past two years. We support local talent at all of the shows we throw, as well as bring outside talent from different states.
The scene can be frustrating.
Anywho, one of the shows this past month I had to move during and the other... well, it was outdoors, raining, hot and a +16 and up show.... yikes.
My ex was at the rainy show this weekend because he is pretty tight with one of the newest headliners for his genre.
So of course, he got to meet ALL of the headliners... and yeah, I would never admit to being jealous but I was.
And it's perfectly fine to be jealous from a distance but it was so confusing to me why he called me at 6 am. His reasoning hours later from waking after he had passed out was that, "he needed someone to talk too."
I don't understand how he could possibly be having a hard time at 6 am when he spent the whole day partying with some seriously influential people.
I've already accepted he's going to blow up, be a star and that is that. I just wish he could control his depression, the guy is wicked talented and of course, the whole time I am waiting for him to wake up from the partying all night I am worried. Typical ex-girlfriend and I don't know how to feel about it.
The scene can be extremely frustrating,
but have someone that makes me happy
and I deserve it. My ex's problems are not my problems anymore and not my weight to try and carry.
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