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Dirty Numb Angelboy's Diary
by Dirty Numb Angelboy

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Hear me now [pics]

07/03/2017

[12:40 am] I went to a car show Saturday. It was fun. I had a beer and some other alcoholic drink. The second one was pretty nasty and tasted like cough syrup. I had to throw it away. 

A hot older girl told me that I was too young for her. She's fifty and looks like she's thirty eight. 

It's so hard not to want to date them when they look so good. I just want to be loved... 

I'm not even asking for much. I just want a nice calm girl with skinny arms, a flat stomach and a cute butt. I'd prefer smaller boobs that don't sag too. Nice hair that I can run my hands through or stick my nose in and breathe in her shampoo scent. I know everyone is onto sex and, I'm afraid of it. I don't want to catch something and I don't want to have a baby; right now. 

I'd be happy standing in front of her and kissing her head. Holding her hands and running my hand  and down her skinny arms. Do you know? It's those tiny things that make me hard. Not her pussy. Am I weird? It's usually stupid stuff like that. What do her lips feel like? What does she taste like? What's she smell like? What's her favorite store? Would she like to spend a whole day cuddle and laying in bed? Is she the type of girl that let's me kiss her collar bone whenever I want to? Can I walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her as she looks over her shoulder to kiss me, as my hand rests on her stomach? 

Is she one of those girls that like big headphones and gets lost in her songs? 

Can I take mine off and put them on your head? Will you nod your head to the song and close your eyes? When people do that, you know they're into the song. 

I heard one of those songs today on Pandora. 

Can I share it on here? I guess I'll try. It's the song called, "Hear Me Now" by Alok. The club mix version. I didn't like the small dub step part in the middle of the song but after playing it a few times, it grew on me. I like it. 

https://youtu.be/bbOw3Q2cRrw

The bass sounds so amazing in my car. I need to get more component speakers for the back seats. More bass. 

I think that's about it. I'll include some photos of two hot fifty year old ladies off match. The one with black hair and jeans blocked me. She didn't even read my message. She just straight up blocked me. 

The other one is the one that said I was sweet but too young for her. When you look that good, expect guys like me to ask you out. Oh and she has a nice collar bone and shoulders. Skinny arms too and works out. 

I asked another one who was forty if it was normal for older ladies to tell younger guys to get lost. Is it becoming they think we'll leave them for someone younger? Too immature? No job? Pretty much. I know I wouldn't and if I had a shot with the second one, I'd stay until they told me to get lost. Hopefully that never happens. Sex sounds nice but I crave more. 

The last one is a picture of my car at the car show. 

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Why would you post a picture of a woman from a dating website who blocked you? That's a bit odd. And remember: not everything is about looks. There are a hundred or a thousand other layers to dating and relationships.

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