[6:24 am] Where do I begin? I've been on Prosebox but no one ever writes there. Not anyone I'd want to read. My life is a mess. Our landlord is mad about us breaking our contract so we have to find a new place to live. Now I have to find my own place, which I can't afford. I help my mom cleaning but when it comes to paying me, she never does. She likes to cheat me out of my hard earned money. I finally got paid after a month! My car payment is overdue and I got a nice little late fee.
I owe $823 dollars and I got $500 from her for the past month and $300 from my one building that isn't even mine.
That's all my money! Each month I fall behind a little bit more because she never pays me on time! $482 dollars of that $823 is my car payment. The rest of it all late fees from from the previous months. I think it's $50 or $150 for being late. Now I'm left with $100 dollars to last me for the next two weeks. So I told I quit. She can find someone else to help her and from what she told her husband, it isn't going so well. One of her main contracts is going down the hill. They're letting the building go to hell which in turn means that she has more to clean. I feel bad but I have my own bills that I need to pay. I can't live like this! So now she wants me out of the house. It's like this, help her and stay and give up paying any of my bills on time. Or, find a job and get kicked out. She makes around $6,000 dollars a month. $1,000 for rent, $1,000 for her car payment. $500 for me. So where does the rest of it go? How can you be broke and make that much money? If anyone should be broke it should be me! I have to pay a little just to get buy. I can't pay my $823 dollar car payment!! I'm going to pay them $500 or $650 and then $85 for my insurance. Whatever is left will all go towards fuel. In two weeks I have to turn around and pay what's left over and $482 and $85 for my insurance.
I can't live like this, let alone afford an apartment.
I'm tired of this shit.
To add to that, one of my lights went out! I hope it's the bulb because I bought some to replace them but if it's the ballast it'll cost more.
Can I count talking to a hot married girl as something good in my life? We've talked for a while and it sucks that if I'd of spoken to her when she messaged me, I could have prevented the marriage. The guy she's with lost interest in her. How? She's so cute and tiny.
I didn't talk to her for a few days and got a message from her. She's a few hours away so it's kind of pointless. I can't even afford to see her. Somehow she doesn't think I'm a loser.
She's almost like my best friend. If I had one that is. We like the same music. We both love cars and cats. We can go on a week without talking and pick up as if we didn't.
Why is it always like this? I can't win.
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