[Thirty-Three]

There has been so much going on this last month, but i just havn't been in the mood to type it all on here.

Ricky and i have some problems. but we always try to work through them. like the other day. i really wasn't feeling pretty. i was before he said anything about what i was wearing. but as soon as he told me it was too fancy my mood switched and i got all down in the dumps depressed. i really wasnt feeling pretty. i talked to him about it. and now he is giving me more compliments than he was before. and it does work to make me feel better.

i like him. he is a sweet boy. i did get jealous about the attention he gets from my family. they love him. and i think they talk to him more than me now..


He gets Jealous easily. i have this Supervillans/Dat Fyia concert im going to at the end of this month, and he doesnt really want me to go, in fear that im going to cheat on him... im like.. um... have i cheated on you yet...? NO.. if i wanted to cheat on him then he wouldnt be around. there is no point to cheat. if i were to think about doing it first then i would just get out of the relationship before anything would happen with me and any other guy.


and im going to Port Orchard tomorrow. he is scared that im going to cheat on him there too.. and im defiantly sure thats not going to happen.

my mom's birthday is in a couple of days. so tomorrow susan is dropping me off in Port Orchard with my massage table, then im going to seattle to meet up with beth to get my mom her birthday present. Then back to Port Orchard, hang out with sam. Give jim a massage. then have a BBQ for my mom's birthday at mom and jim's house for her birthday. beth is coming over on saturday for the BBQ.

My dad came home yesterday for the day, we went to the lake. and cooked some stake it was bomb.


Goodday