The first thing in the morning i get is tiba in his bad mood. Unlike most caring relationship instead of a good morning and i am so happy i woke up next to u,i get the moody person.Sometimes i wander what is the point to this we keep going through the same shit. It like my mind says to leave it but my heart says to still stay. We been together for 6 years and have 3 children. Damn let not forget that i love him but it so hard to deal with him when the bipolar kicks in. I hate it.I wish he never had it;it is ruing our relationship.Then on top of that shit he dont want to take his medicine what the hell.It bad enough we are in a shelter i also got to go through this. i just want to go somewhere and scream. I been holding so much in trying to be strong but shit this pressure is busting pipes. i just want a break from this madness i want my man back. i want a happy stable relationship with him one that this bipolar dosent control.i dont see the crime in that at all. All i know something has to change. |
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