I'm I'm a laid back kind hearted person who has been through hell and back a few times.... I delt with addiction, self harm , depression.... And it goes on!!!
Every friend I have ever had has screwed me over so I finally gave up and found open diary and live journal years ago! I have met amazing strong friends who know my every fault and are still here for me even if it's half way across the world! I have a 11 yr old boy and9 yr old boy who live with their dad I get them on weekends..... I'm finally the mom I was first suppose to be!!! And I was blessed with my last child who is a girl !!!
I suffer from personalities disorder. Bi polar depression etc etc.....
I use to write journals to vent when I was young troubled teen I had trust issues so I felt it was much better venting and writing instead of the shit building up in my head...
well here I am almost thirty and have not been able to write jack shit at all for ten years or more.... So alllll these thoughts and everything going through my head have been bottled up for decade with no way to get all this off my chest because every friend I started to try and trust and un load my deep secrets on.... Stabbed me in the back and went told everyone!!!!
So I am determined to start my journaling/blogging again.... Because I'm fucking desperate and my head is bout to explode!!!!!!
I look forward to meeting new friends and reading yalls too... Please don't judge me I have been through way too much between addiction depression divorce losing a baby losing kids..... I'm still here .... How? I really don't know.....
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