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walking down that road again
by xx B

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04/14/2015

hola, hey, and hello

not really sure what i have to say today. Things that are really bothering me?

My fiance and I have been trying to have a baby for the past year and a half. Has it worked? Nope. Why, I don't know. My body has decided that it just doesn't want to I guess. Sucks, but there's not a lot I can do about it. My doctor has done a lot of tests and she can't see anything wrong. But yet I know it's my body that isn't working well. I have had probably 6 cycles from in almost 2 years, and i know he's ok since he already has an 11 year old boy. I am getting to old to have kids, well i think i am anyhow, Im getting to selfish now to wantt to have kids as well.

im not sure what else to say....

xx B


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Ugh, I tried that with R. And even though I found out he couldn't have any more kids, I know that my body is not cooperative either. My periods are all over the place. But I'm thinking it's probably a good thing right now...I'm feeling too selfish atm to have kids....trying to get my life together (still).

I really wish that I could help you...there are always options if you really, really want kids, but I know it is not the same as getting pregnant. <3
I miss you hun. Hope you're okay.

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