How can you stand there and act like everything is ok? Like nothing happened or nothings wrong?? After last night are you really unaffected by anything that transpired between us?? After that fight and what you said to me how can you honestly act like nothing happened? That tells me right there that you honestly dont care what happens. That you could give two shits less about me, if you hurting me like that has No effect on you whatsoever....what else am i supposed to think?that you love me?? If you honestly loved me then you wouldnt intentionally hurt Me like you do, and when you dod, youd feel remorse of some kind. Spending time with me wouldnt be such an obligation for you, or a hassle. Itd be something you look forward to. My feelings and my thoughts wouldnt be such a burden to you. All the warning signs i have given you like neon signs in the dark would have been heeded instead of mocked. If you really loved me i wouldnt be questioning your sincerity right now... Ya know theres a phrase i heard. If you didnt pay attention to the signs when i was alive, you have no place over my grave. How can you grieve for someone you never really knew? I feel like that a lot. No one really knows what goes on in my head. How dark and twisted it really is. Or the monstrosity it has borne. |
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